And she chose a yard to burn

If you can’t even cope with it, then you’ll pass me by.
I can’t even cope to make a change then you’ll pass me by.

To miss one’s physical presence?
To miss the interaction between both of you?
To miss how you are like when with that person?
To miss one’s personal characteristics, especially the quirks?
To see the changes one has gone through and how he/she no longer fits the mental image in your mind?

I miss my German lecturer who would treat us to red wine and apple pie made from the apples on her apple tree. Mizzzz fika and the Swedish way of life. Always, always.

@itssylviaplath: Paralysis again. How I waste my days. I feel a terrific blocking and chilling go through me like anesthesia. My mind lies fallow.

You have no idea.

A dose of Sylvia Plath per day, keeps happiness at bay.

Oh feeling how blessed I am. To have this group of people who have shared a precious experience with me. Realized that everyone’s going through the same thing. Lacking momentum and missing Sweden.